1. Where it all began 😵

Ok so here's my story from the beginning…

For me, my journey started wayyyyy back near the start of the pandemic.

Do you remember when Boris Johnson had supposedly gone into hospital with Covid? 🏥 (I say ‘supposedly’ because who knows if that was actually true, or just one of the many scare tactics) 🤷‍♀️🤣 I think this was back in April 2020.

Anyway, I was watching the news 📺 (because I did back then) and I heard about something being censored from YouTube 🤔

I was like WTF?! Why on earth was something being censored from a social media platform?

I was never really a YouTube fan, but from what I could gather, there was all sorts of nonsense on there, so to me, to actually censor content made me super suspicious… 🧐

Like REALLY feckin suspicious! 👀🤣

And for me, that’s where it alllll began……. 🐰🕳

Up until this point, I didn’t really suspect anything. I was out banging pans for the NHS on a Thursday night 🍳 just like everyone else. I was expecting to see the bodies piling up on the streets – like we were shown was happening in China. I was listening to the ‘professionals’ and believing the information they were regurgitating - because that’s what we were supposed to do – right? Believe the ‘professionals’ who knew best?

So, there I was, one afternoon, in my lounge, hearing about something being censored from YouTube.

And I had to find out what it was!

So I started my search 🔍🧐

I cannot remember where that initial search took me, but I do remember my suspicions growing.

One of my Facebook friends shared a video from a doctor in the US – Dr Rashid Buttar 👨‍⚕️ a well-known and massively successful Dr with a huge success rate treating autism and cancer as well as lots of other areas ✨ I say well respected – that was up until he stood up and questioned the pandemic ✋🗣 at which point he had all of his credentials stripped away and the media turned full force towards discrediting him 🤔 (Now I realise this was what seemed to happen to anyone who was brave enough to stand up and speak out against the official narrative – the stuff we’re ‘supposed’ to believe without question).

I did a little research and quickly discovered Dr Buttar to be one incredible guy with a massive amount of success stories backing that up 🙌🤩 (when you dig beyond the BS you see now in google). His work was centred around health and wellbeing and he talked a lot about the different toxicities we are subject to in the modern world, especially the heavy metals in our bodies which are absorbed from our environment 🌐 and how diseases and disorders like cancer and autism are often as a result of these heavy metals in our systems. I found him massively fascinating and I would definitely recommend his book – 'The 9 Steps to Keep the Doctor Away' 📕👌

I’m talking about Dr Buttar in past tense, because he supposedly died earlier this year - but something inside of me is telling me that I don’t think that’s true 🤔

Soooo, here I was, finding all of this incredible information about the pharmaceutical industry 😵😮 about hidden natural cures and remedies, about how these were all buried and anyone promoting them were ridiculed and all of the natural cures and remedies were replaced with synthetic medicine 💊

I’m finding out about how Germ Theory is promoted and Terrain Theory buried. I'm learning about stuff we’re never told about our incredible natural immune systems. I realised that this whole virus was never actually isolated 🦟 so how on earth can we have a global pandemic when the virus wasn’t ever actually isolated? 😶

And why on earth were we not hearing open discussions about this stuff? 😶😶

All we heard was the same line on repeat ‘trust the science’. But science is supposed to be questioned. Science is supposed to be tested, peer reviewed and evolve – right? Not just to be dictated to us without question? 😐

And then silence and discredit the doctors who were brave enough to speak up? 👨‍⚕️🤐

Not only that, the very same family that owns much of the pharmaceutical industry also owns and finances the medical schools… and doctors are given financial incentives to prescribe certain drugs – yep – you can easily find out the information if you want to look! It’s one big stinking mad mess 💩

My mind was going crazy 🤯😵

What on earth was being covered up?

Why was information being censored?

Why weren’t we allowed to question things?

Why weren’t we hearing any open discussions?

And why was everyone around me repeating the same fucking phrase like a robot ‘trust the science’??

🤯🙈😂

I mean, if this really was as serious as we were told, why weren’t the government supplying the elderly and vulnerable with vitamin C and immune boosting supplements? 🍊🍋

Why were we all being terrified on a daily basis with the death counters on TV constantly? 😱😨

I mean – it doesn’t take a genius to work out that they WANTED us to be scared… 🤯

And everyone knows that fear massively reduced peoples immune systems 🥴

And, why was I seeing videos of people walking around completely empty hospitals… 👻🏥

But when you turn the TV on and the hospitals appeared totally full? 📺

And TikTok was full of nurses dancing around empty hospitals… 📱💃

Were the hospitals full? Or empty? What on earth was going on?

Nothing added up… 🤷‍♀️😕

And what was worse - people around me thought I was completely insane! 🙈🤣

When I tried to talk people… even doctors I knew – and discuss some of this information - no one was interested in listening 🙉🙊

I’ve never been the kind of person who can accurately store and recall details, so whenever I’d try to tell anyone about the stuff I was learning, they’d ask lots of questions and want facts – which of course I didn’t have 😔 I just knew deep inside that I felt this information to be true, and how can you explain to people who need evidence that you just ‘know’?

The only thing I knew at the time was that I was fascinated listening to content from Dr Buttar as well as many other people standing up with super interesting information. I learned so so much! 🤩 People were being censored from everywhere, but when you see zoom videos with literally 100’s of doctors from around the world who were all questioning and saying the same things around the pandemic 👨‍⚕️👩‍⚕️🌎 it’s kinda hard to ignore. And guess what? Many of them got instantly discredited after going public too! It was bonkers.

How was this not being reported?

Why didn’t anyone else care?

Why was everyone just accepting what we were told to believe on the TV?

Why wasn’t I?

Was it just me going insane?

Just as I thought I should think about checking myself into a mental institution 🙈 I got chatting to my friend’s dad. This was back in July 2020 after a family bike adventure.

I had a huge amount of respect for this guy – he was massively successful and had an open and inquisitive mind. And he was questioning the same things as me!

Yayyyyyy 🥳🎉🎉

Finally – another person who was actually thinking things didn’t add up!!!

It turned out that I wasn’t alone with my thoughts after all! 💃🎉

He also knew somewhere, on some level that things didn’t makes sense – so we arranged to meet for a coffee to discuss ☕😊👌