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OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
Did you watch it?! 💻😵
If you've not yet watched the documentary I mentioned in my last blog entry you absolutely HAVE to watch it before you ready anything else.... you can find a link to it here 👈
Actually, you also need to read my first two blog entries first too to give this the context it deserves 📖🤓 Check them out here 👈👈
But seriously, if you're sick of trying to find something good to watch - this is wayyyy better than anything you'll find on Netflix.
I was hooked.
Picture this 👇
It was a Friday morning back in 2020. Remember I thought I was going completely insane. I was feeling isolated from my friends and family, and I'd decided to walk away from my clients and VA business - some kind of breakdown? Maybe 🤷♀️
Anyway, I remember I was needing to finish off some of the work for one of my clients that day but I thought I'd sit down and look at this documentary. The girls had just gone to school, so I made a coffee and planned to sit down for 30 minutes to watch the first part ☕
I kid you not, I did not move until the whole 10 parts had finished!
OMG.
Like OMG!!!
Do you remember your parents ever having 'net curtains' in your house when you were a kid? Apparently to stop the burglars from looking in?
This documentary just felt to me like the net curtains were ripped down 💥
I could see clearly! It all made total sense! 🙌🙌
Don't get me wrong, it didn't explain what the whole covid charade was about (although there's a sequel that does go into all of that), but wow. It really made total sense about who is actually controlling and running the world. Who is calling the shots and why we're all always told what we're supposed to think and believe 😨😵🤯
It was mental. One of those moments you'll never forget. It was for me anyway. I'll always remember when I watched that because it was like the lightbulb went on in my head 💡✨
Some of it is a lot to take in, but the way it's presented, and sooooo well research. The lady - Janet Ossebaard - she constantly encourages you to think for yourself and do your own research into everything she discusses - it's sooooo refreshing after having so called 'facts' rammed down our throats for so long 🗣📺
I knew that the information in the documentary resonated to me. It felt right. It felt like truth.
This probably was helped by the fact that my dad has always talked about some kind of 'cabal' or 'illuminati'. He used to say it was all 'mind boggling' and he wished he could share what he knew with me but it would blow my mind 😕
And this was probably one of the reason why my dad threw himself into religion so much - maybe out of fear? 🤷♀️ He went to pretty much every denomination of 'Christian' church he could find - Methodist, Pentecost, Baptist, Born Again, and loads of others, but he never seemed to find what he was looking for before he passed away in early 2019.
I feel like this documentary would have helped him shed some light on the dark stuff he had going on in his head.
Anyways.... watch it - it's incredible! ✨
So this was a bit of a turning point in my life, because, after I watched it again that evening with my husband, and then again with the in-laws on the Saturday night, I realised that my 'gut feeling' about the whole pandemic was actually right! 😁😇
And more confirmation that it wasn't just me imagining that something isn't right 🥳🥳
And this started to help me to completely open up my whole world, and open up to the way I viewed myself in the world 🧍♀️🌍
You see, this whole 'rat race' existence that a lot of us have - that's EXACTLY how they want us to live. They want us playing small. They want us living in our little boxes of our own limitations that we create in our own minds (obviously as a result of the entire system and how they make us think we're not good enough, not capable, not confident enough etc etc etc) 🙄
This made me realise, I don't WANT to live like they want me to live any more 🙅🙅♀️
I want to break out of it 💥
I want to live my life for me 💫
I want to put myself and my family first... I want to feel fucking FREE! 🚀
But the first thing I needed, realistically was money... 😐
I realised that I'd been telling myself the story in my mind that I could only charge my clients between £10 & £15 per hour, because I didn't think I was good enough to charge any more.
Well screw that. I decided that I was going to charge £35/ per hour now 😁💰
Nothing else changed about what I did, or what services I was offering, I just decided that I was worth more than I thought and that I wanted to charge £35 / hour. This would mean I'd be able to earn more money in a lot less hours - meaning more time to spend with my girls.
Crazy hey? Maybe this was part of the mental breakdown? 😂🤣
I mentioned this to one guy from the networking group I'd just left, he had his own business too, and I'll always remember him saying 'There's no way anyone would pay that for admin services - especially now everything has dried up with the pandemic' 😞
I remember that comment because it felt like a gut punch. But I also remember thinking - you just watch! 🤣
Guess what? Within a week I'd had a random call from a guy I used to know who's other half had a coaching business and she needed some admin support 🎉🥳
I stood firmly by my £35 / hour rate (even though inside I was shitting it when I said it) and she said yes! My first client (and now only) client where I was charging £35 / hour!
I mean - £35/hour to sit at home, work when I wanted and how I wanted - this was a DREAM!
And before you think I was 'ripping her off', she was paying her last VA close to that, but not getting the service she expected. She absolutely LOVED me and what I did for her. She told me she'd happily pay me £50 / hour!!
An actual miracle... ✨
And the first time that I realised that actually, miracles may not just be miracles, but actually something that we can create with the right energy and intentions 💫
You see, back then in 2020, if you remember, we were constantly being led to believe that the economy was dying, small businesses were failing etc, but I wasn't buying that. I chose that wasn't going to be my reality, and the universe sent me this incredible new client! 🤗🥰
It didn't stop there either. Within a couple of weeks I'd booked up my time with more awesome brand new clients! I didn't even do anything to try! It just happened. It was just completely bonkers how it happened! 🤷♀️🤣
My first coaching client - Amy - opened up a whole new world for me too 💫
She introduced me to the world of 'manifesting' 🌟
The 'Law of Attraction' - the idea that we can attract to and create anything in our lives, and after understanding the volume of lies we've been told, I was so open to learning it all!
And off I went to learn as much as I could about this whole new way of creating awesome stuff to happen in my life 🤓✨
The first information I came across was the documentary or book - 'The Secret'. There's also a fictional film that was showing on Netflix - 'The Secret - Dare to Dream', all of which I'd definitely recommend looking at 👌
All I'll say is, it's not as easy as what these may insinuate, and for me, I think the main reason is that we have literally been conditioned so so much. We've had a lifetime of social conditioning. We have energetic blocks ingrained into us and we don't even realise they're there!. But it's ok, because this is what I've been working through figuring out over the years, and this is what I'm here to share with you 🤗🥰
I'm going to leave this blog entry here, because that's a lot of information, and a lot of things for you to watch and look at yourself.
Because if you're going to be able to be open enough the expect amazing things happening in your life, you're going to have to firstly be open to the massive limitations and constraints about what we think is our 'reality' and open to the idea that there's a LOT more to it all than what we're led to believe...
And this is where it starts to get SUPER interesting and massively EXCITING!
Work with me 👉 Awakening to Freedom
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